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This Really Touches your Supid Heart

Post by Mr.like on Thu Dec 30, 2010 2:05 am

To those tanga na pips, read this...it will really touch your stupid heart!!!

Below is the winning piece in the latest contest sa UP Creative writing contest.

Its
been 4 months since I saw him and talagang namimiss ko na siya... pero
what can I do? it seems that I have loved the wrong person.... but
still the pain keeps on hurting me and kung walang magbibigay ng gamot
para dito sa nararamdaman ko.... baka mamatay na ako....

To give
you a background about my life, everthing seems to be fine except dun
sa time na dumating na sa buhay ko yung hinayupak na lalake na yon....
hehehehe.... kung curious kayo about dun sa guy... bestfriend ko po yon
kaso lang iba na ang nangyari as time passes by.....

Classmate
ko sya nung highschool. pards pa nga ang tawagan namen.... o dba ang
sweet? di na ako iba sa kanya and ganon na ren sya sa akin.... kung di
nga lang ako naging babae baka naiuwi na ako nun sa bahay nila and baka
lahat ng gawaing pang brusko eh ipagawa na nun sa ken eh..... pero
syempre mukha pa ren naman akong babae noh!!

Highskul syempre
may prom.... wala syang date, wla rin ako.... I know that he wanted -
to invite me to be his date pero ang ogag nga kasi nun kaya the last
minute tsaka lang sya nag-ask.

He went to our house... nakamotor
po sya and medyo pawisan pero infairness.... mabango pa rin.... He
asked my permission to see my dress for the prom.... Syempre para
maloka sya sa akin at may konting surprise... i refused...

O
sige, medyo na frustrate sya pero hindi yon naging hadlang para invite
nya ko.... sa ganda ko na to..... syempre ang dami munang pa-echeng....
hanggang sa tanungin nya ako kung may date na ba me.... e kung di ba
naman siya abnormal eh.... papayag ba akong makipagdate sa iba eh sya
lang ang gusto ko.... lam mo yon... sarap sampalin.... so in short,
papilit pa ba ako? syempre.....

The night of my life came, I was
so pretty sabi ng nang-uuto kong nanay... pero naniwala lang ako nang
sya na ang nagsabi.... blush ako ever.... kahit alam kong maganda ako
since birth (hehehehe) iba pa rin yung sa kanya galing diba? we enjoyed
that night and lalo ko lang napatunayan sa sarili ko na mahal ko na
pala ang hinayupak na bestfrend ko......

Syempre ano pa ba ang
sunod na event sa prom kundi ang graduation na dba? the night before
the graduation, we talked on the phone na para bang it would be the
last time na maririnig namin ang boses ng isat-isa..... I've waited for
the moment na mabanggit nya na may feelings din sya and hindi naman ako
nagkamali.... tinanong nya ako kung may possibilty daw na maging
kame.... I know na maiinis kayo sakin dahil alam nyo ba ang sagot ko?

Ah, eh.... hindi pwede kase bestfrends tayo eh.... yung mga anak na lang natin yung ipag-partner natin....

Sa
isip-isip ko.... ang tanga! pano ko nasabi ang ganong words? pero wala
na akong magagawa..... alam namang bawiin ko pa eh di nahuli naman ako
dba? pero ang tanga ko talga....

Syempre college na.... I'm so
proud to say na napunta naman ako sa magandang school and take note...
pareho kami ng skul..... ano to? kailangan bang ituloy ang naudlot na
pagmamahalan namin?.... hehehe....

Nagkaboyfriend ako for a year
and a half.... minahal ko sya pero there are these conflicts and
problems na di na kayang ayusin.... in short.... nagbreak kami.....

I
guess God meant that to happen kasi yon din yung time na nagkita kame
ng bestfrend ko..... sa sobrang miss namin ang isa't-isa.... sabay na
kaming umuwi, kumain, pumasok..... I'm happy pero parang lalo ko lang
pinahirapan ang sarili ko dahil my feelings for that guy grows each and
everytime that we are together... buti na lang magaling akong magtago
at magpigil.... hehehe.... bilib kayo noh?.....

One morning, I'm
so busy preparing my project that would be passed on that same day....
alam kong dumati ng na sya at nasa likuran ko na ang mokong pero dahil
sobrang pressure sa project.... gusto ko man syang dambahan... syempre
mamayang gabi na lang di ba? hehehe.... di ko sya masyadong
napansin..... may inabot syang sulat sa akin and he asked if I could
join him sa lunch.... I said yes.... then, alis na cya.... alam naman
kc nyang I'm busy.....

When I was about to enter the room,
somebody bumped me and my precious project fell... gusto ko mang
magalet... what can I do db? instead I ask my prof to give me another
chance to do my project.... naalala ko si mokong.... the lunch date....
kinuha ko ang cell ko to text him that I can't come to our meeting....
e kaso.... pag tinamaan k nga naman ng malas.... check operator service
daw....

I tried to look for friends or other kakilala pero malas
that day talaga.... and so I took my lunch all by myself.... naalala ko
yung letter.... hinanap ko sa bag... WALA !!!! bumalik me sa corridor
praying na andon pa yung sulat.... wala rIn.... God! why? minsan lang
magbigay ng sulat yon.... nawala pa.... don't know how to tell him
about the letter....

And so days and weeks passed, pag nagkikita
kami... di nya ako pinapansin... ako, I tried to talk to him pero alam
kong may kasalanan ako pero ganon ba kalaki ang nagawa kong di pagpunta
at ganon na lang ang iwas nya?... sige... hinayaan ko na lang....

Months
na ang binilang... I heard that he was dating a girl from the same
school that we are in... masakit.... na sa iba ko pa narinig na sila
na.... mas masakit na wala na akong halaga sa kanya..... basta... ilang
araw din yon na ganon ang nararamdaman ko.... weeks.... months....
gagraduate na po ako.... I wonder what's in store for me in my last day
in school.... and so I thought na puntahan yung favorite hang out
namin....

When I was about to get near the place.... I saw
him... with the girl.... umiiyak ang bruha but I can't hear what they
are talking about.... so I've decided to get out of that place before
my tears burst out.... and then a common friend ang sumalubong sa
akin.... saying na buntis ang girl.... syempre.... durog na durog ang
puso ko.... kung kaya nyo lang ma-imagine yung naramdaman ko.....

The
night of that same day.... naloka ang lola nyo.... nagparamdam ang
mokong pagkaraan ng pagkatagal-tagal na panahon... I thought it was
something good for me... for us.... pero I was wrong.... so wrong.....
he gave me a wedding invitation and isa ako sa bridesmaids..... the
girl... she was waiting in the car.... o dba? dati motor lang ngaun...
car na....

And so the wedding came.... maganda po ako nun....
sabi ng nanay ko pero wala ng nagsecond the motion eh.... so naniwala
na lang ako sa nanay ko....

Then, there was this professor who
came to see me.... he handed over a letter with my name carefully
printed on the enveloped.... he said that he looked for the owner of
that letter kaso lang po malaki po ang skul namin kaya mahirap
magkahanapan dba? and so nung nakita nya ang name ko sa invitation, he
decided to bring the letter thinking that it could save souls... daw....

and
so I was about to open the letter when the priest ask kung sino daw ang
tututol... deadma ako.... alam namang manggulo pa ko noh.... binasa ko
na ang letter..... nakakatouch po talaga.... he opened up his feelings
for me.... hoping na meron din daw akong feelings for him.... he ask
that if I will show up to our hang-out the next day after he gave his
letter, then it means that I also have feelings for him and that he
would love me for the rest of our lives.... but if I won't.... then he
will never open that topic again.... he pleaded to me na sana pumunta
ako...... if only I have that letter.... if only I knew about it....
kung di lang ako clumsy and carelss to keep that letter... things would
be diffrent.... if only..... and so I heard the priest announced the
couple as husband and wife.... ang sakit...... picture taking.....
gusto mang sumabog ng nararamdaman ko.... as you know.... magaling
akong magpigil.... pero masakit po talaga.... sobra...... after the
picture taking...... niyakap ako ng bestfrend ko.... ang higpit.... and
teary eyed nyang sinabi na.... i still love you.....
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